annnnnnnnnnnnnd everything is good. i will hopefully be emancipated in the next few months. i have avoided all of my parents phone calls and they leave angry messages. i laugh. i just don't care anymore. 

sushi today at tamaya with david, and it was good. it was very good. we are building a kick ass poker table which will be functional for our fabulous poker night tonight. complete with newcastle and hookah. i'm excited. 

i'm getting my tattoo colored as soon as possible. very exciting. and i'm bleaching my hair again. i miss the blondeness. 

planning on moving to SB as soon as I'm able. and you know what, i'm pretty stoked about it to tell you the truth. i've been having dreams with lots of cats in them and i really miss mine. all is well though.

and i'm also back in the theater scene. till i get this whole parental thing worked out, i might as well start creating again. plus, i'm gonna get paid for this show and i like that. 

all in all, life is a fucking adventure. 

and i love it.

the past few days have been lipstick stains on tea cups and missing the girl who I believe has become my other half (or platonic life mate if you will) in the mornings. This summer is ours.

I wear big sunglasses that make me look like a bug and I listen to Elvis Costello, Jackson Brown and Aubrey Debauchery and I like to pretend I'm a songwriter.

so we are getting a few people to go to tamaya for sushi before retro rev on thurs, any takers?

I'M SO EXCITED YOU HAVE NO IDEA. I'M MOVING IN ABOUT A WEEK OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today will determine a lot as to what will happen with my grandparents. I hope. God I hope. I guess I'm being selfish because it will also determine what happens to me.

Life is generally wonderful, despite the occasional desire to tear out ones own hair and slap the world in the face. I am quite in love with life, along with being in love with spending time with Lizz and others. With bouncing from day to day like I'm playing hopscotch...which I'm afraid I never saw the point of as a child...perhaps I was deprived.

All in all, everybody I know continues to become more amazing every day I know them.

First of All, I am 825thousand times better than I was yesterday. Stupid emotional rollarcoaster. I blame birth control. ANYWAY

this is an exerpt from the Dixon Paper, talking about Supreme Court Justices.

"There is no doubt the the Court has heretofore had a hard liberal lean,; will the new appointees weing it back to a more conservative atmosphere? This is the great fear liberals and the hope of the conservatives. In the past the liberal justices have used their power to assult religious liberty, upheld abortion and the most horrible procedure of partial birth abortion (the practice of sucking out the brains of un anesthetized, often healthy partially born babies) upheld sodomy rights, allowed a dangerous counterculture to thrive (the gay community), struck down the constituionality of laws that were designed to protect children from internet obseneties, and all state officials to take away private property to let big developers put in things tha tgive cities a larger tax base."

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Oh Dixon, how you make me laugh at your small mindedness. How you make me fume at your absurdity. I'm not going to rag on it being printed, because for sure I believe in freedom of press and of speech. Sodomy rights though???? What buisness of yours is it who I fuck or how I fuck them? I ask you! I mean really...as long as it isn't hurting you. Oh it's silly little things called "morals". And dangerous counterculture??? WTF? When was the last time you heard about a bunch of gay men beating up a straight boy for being straight? I mean really people. I'm not even going into the abortion thing, or the internet obsenities thing because forgive my ignorance, I couldn't find any laws that did that. Maybe I'm just not looking hard enough though.

Le sigh, Oh to get away from Dixon.

Insert nervous breakdown

aniexity attack is coming.

i want to run as far as i can and just keep running, i don't care where to.

why am i so selfish? how can i decide what is right anymore?

fuck.

best. sushi. ever. it was like eating an orgasm, no pun intended.

talking to the rents today about moving in with the charleworths. if all goes well i'll be moved out by the middle of march. *crosses fingers*

After today the show is halfway through the run.

We have a pair of doves who have decided to nest in our back yard. They come out everymorning and eat by my window. I call them Trina and Peter.

It's all so wonderful I simply cannot stand it. Time to go listen to Jazz and put my face on.

Organism013: once upon a time there was a small child who had a lollipop
restorethewolf23: and along came a strange old person, who the child couldn't distinguish the gender of, who tried to take the lollipop
Organism013: "No," said the little boy. "you can't have my lollipop, you intersexed interloper!"
restorethewolf23: But the old thing said to the little boy "I'll give you five thousand dollars for it" and pulls out a wad of cash from somewhere in his/her strange crimson colored garment
Organism013: "This lollipop is probably my last gift from my nana" said the child, scrunching his face with righteous indignation. "You can't, I mean can't, have it!"
restorethewolf23: So the old Androgenous Being whipped out a ninja star, and started chasing after the little boy
Organism013: "If I can't have your lollipop, I'll have your soul!" it screamed as it let out an eerie cackle
restorethewolf23: So the boy, thinking fast, put on a black and white cap he had in his back pocket and challanged the old thing with "Well THIS is the CheckeredHatofAntiSoulSucking! Take that you sick freak!"
Organism013: The old thing stopped in it's tracks, horrified. "That's not checkered!" It yelled, it's mouth agape. "THAT'S HOUNDSTOOTH!". It descended on the child in a murderous rage.
restorethewolf23: But the child was quick, and suddenly broke out into moves that would rival Chuck Norris at his finest hour
Organism013: There was a wet crunch as the child's school shoe caught the grizzled creature in it's indeterminate pelvis. A single drop of blood splashed onto the sidewalk.
restorethewolf23: And the Child sprouted fangs and violently slashed open the old gender nuetral creature and devoured its' old neck
Organism013: The tables were turned, and the old creature found itself almost completely outclassed. It panicked and reached into it's gnarled hand into the air, grasping wildly at oxygen particles and trying to get ahold of the child in some fashion...!
restorethewolf23: When a passing by paperboy ran smack dab into the middle of the child and over the old man. The paperboy was splatted with bodily organs and blood as both the boy and the old man exploded
Organism013: the paperboy, troubled at this disturbance in the normally routine chain of events that made up his paper route, promptly fell off his bicycle in shock.
restorethewolf23: and began to shake as though having a seizure when a priest walked by and saw this scene
Organism013: Now, this wasn't one of those priests that so often come under scrutiny by the liberal media- he didn't have an ounce of lust for the paperboy. He did, however, have an excorcism kit at the ready, and, filled with religious conviction, he on instinct pulled out his spray bottle of holy water and began covering the boy in water whilst verbally inundating him with various cryptic latin phrases.
restorethewolf23: this went on for several hours, with no change in anything....it had started to rain, then to pour, then to snow, and all this was taking place in the middle of a blizzard
Organism013: The paperboy, still covered in viscera and holy water, finally began to come out of his catatonic state, and realized that he was freezing to death. He turned to the priest, cocked his head to the side, and, without warning, screamed his bloody head off.
restorethewolf23: the priest tried to calm the paperboy, but when he aproached him and tried to help him to his feet the boy, who was an athiest screamed even louder and began to throw snow at him with what little strength he could muster
Organism013: Oh what a pair they made, the priest and the paperboy. Unfortunately, by the time the priest had gotten within an arms reach of the paperboy, he was promptly attacked by the severed head of the child, (who had waited for the priest to come within mouth's reach so it could tear the tender flesh from his Achille's tendon). The priest cried out in horror, and then succumbed to the neurotoxin present in the child's saliva.
restorethewolf23: and all were left to die in this bloody snowy mess. The only witness was an ever elusive leprechaun, who watched from atop a nearby telephone pole
Organism013: the leprechaun smiled slightly, it's nose scrunching up the tiniest bit. Tonight would be a feast night after all.
restorethewolf23: The End.